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little freak thang arrived 💖
#thank you friend who bought me this#sanji#tony chopper#one piece#plushies#rot.png#anime plush#one piece plush
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while teen while goblin while aroace while injured while doing your best
#fantasy high junior year#fhjy#riz gukgak#figueroth faeth#sklonda gukgak#dimension 20#this. mmmmhhh this is so. I did Not know how to draw this really.#I am very normal about riz (<- lying)#it's a brennan-dm d20 campaign the bad guy is always capitalism (I am saying this with clenched teeth)#riz out of all of them being aroace fucks with me SO bad. bc its also established that elmsville specifically and probably the#majority of solace is not. made for goblins. and that becomes sklonda being worked to the bone and pok dying on the job#and riz spending all his time trying to keep his friends together. maybe to the point of it being injurous#like. do u get what I mean. its an economy of time it takes your time it eats up your time#not just the gukgaks but everyone you have to spend time to get to live and you don't have a lot of time left in a day#and you have to spend it carefully. you have to prioritize#you're somewhere without an established community and companionship is bought with your time spent working#this place doesn't take care of you. at the end of the day who do you have who'd prioritize you. do you understand me#the evolved aroace loathing where if your friends and family are granted more time nobody would have to choose. we live in a society#holds ur hand we live in a society. idk if Im making any sense#anyway . uhhh riz is my favourite that's my statement thank you for listening. au revoir
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I would die for him. Aaaaaa he’s so perfect your honor
#there’s warmth in his smile#good gods thank you for giving me this beautiful boy#my emotions are all over the place my friend who bought the game sent me these#arjuna#fate samurai remnant spoilers#fate samurai remnant
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Is it possible you’ll publish The Black Horse to a printing company to make access to getting the book easier? Or is that not something in the works.
I did consider self-publishing on amazon but I'm leery of that company and the terms & conditions you have to agree to. It might happen at some point but I'm not pushed. However I know it's probably the best way to reach An Audience who aren't just ppl who happen to follow my blog here.
I do plan to get a physical print copy for myself and I know that the companies that offer this service often need bulk orders so I might have that as a limited option for sale at some point to make up the order. I just need to do up the spine & back cover and review my options.
As for traditional publishing, what can I say but Unlikely
#ngl the thought of having to make a self promo writer twitter account or w/e so i can advertise it with a list of ao3 style tags is awful#to me.#i say best marketing is still word of mouth. i know someone who's bought multiple copies for their friends#(thank you btw)#(i am also fine with ppl just sharing the files with their friends as well)
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also while we're here i would like to share the two iterations of tumblr user gorespawn that have existed since i abandoned this blog back in like early 2021. Who wants me
#i grew my hair out so i could twirl my hair while giggling about bald men#and also t.o.p of bigbang#and short men i see at the grocery store who honestly make me feel light-headed with raw and unbridled Want#but that's just a joke. i am. Lesbian#''no ur not'' I AM#anyway i used to be so ripped and hunky but now i am frail and sickly#what getting a job can do to a mf#thankfully i quit my job last week YIPPIIIEEEEEEE so now i will work towards becoming an absolute hunk again#wish me luck#ALSO#if anyone is obsessed with me and remembers all my lore i used to be transgender and i still am like lowkey on the down low#but in a new exciting way#anyway i used to be a gay man and then a stone butch dyke (as seen above) but now im practicing being a girl#it is very difficult but it is also fun. ive never been a girl before so it's a lot#anyway i bought two super cool sexy dresses yesterday for the first time ever in my life#sexy dresses meaning up to my neck and down to my feet and past my elbows. kind of like a wardrobe straight out of the handmaid's tale#from (to quote my friend) ''*The* old lady store'' thanks man. well i think theyre pretty and its v exciting bc ive never been a girl befor#anyway#who wants me#i still use the name emil online btw and i honestly always will i think it's just so me and also i do still answer to he/him dw#in a man way not in a he/him lesbian way#''he's LGBTQA+'' what. all at once?#yes.#i have mastered them all i have collected all the genders and all the sexualities and ive never been ''wrong''#it just keeps switching. which is fine. well im a girl now. in a detransitioning man way. who is insanely attracted to men#but you will have to tear this lesbian label out of my cold dead hands#''you can't call urself lesbian if u have sex w men'' well first of all fuck you and second of all i am celibate so you dont need to worry#''what the hell are you talking about'' nothing. now look how hot i am#im just joking around i hope that's fine w y'all
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So... I just ordered the Sebastian Solace makeship plushie right?
The crossover in a few months is going to be insane 💀....
Artistic rendition of all 5 of these mfs as plushies sitting in a line is being made this very minute!
Save Sebastian..... He is stuck between some 14 year old girl in a neon ladybug super suit and 3 freaky zombie furry things-- He's not having a good day.
#is that peppa pig?#where am I#save bro#pressure sebastian#sebastian pressure#sebastian solace#i foind fishe#plushies#makeship#thank you friends who gifted all of these to me for making this possible!#i bought Sebastian myself#miraculous ladybug#roblox game#roblox piggy#penny piggy#marinette dupain cheng#wild
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ʟᴇᴛ'ꜱ ɢᴏ ᴘᴀɪɴᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛᴏᴡɴ ᴏɴ ᴏᴜʀ ᴡᴀʏ ʜᴏᴍᴇ,
ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟɪɴᴋɪɴɢ ʟɪɢʜᴛꜱ ᴀʀᴇ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʙᴏɴᴇꜱ
#tmnt 2007#casey jones#raphael hamato#rasey#thank you to everyone who voted the lyrics for the caption#I love doing little things like that it makes posting feel more like a community#also using this to try out an art signature for the first time…it’s took just over 3 years but#the turts day posts are doing very well and someone mentioned making a video so it seemed time to sign stuff#I watched 2007 last week and I bought the dvd from my friend#I really love this movie and it’s concepts and idk if it’s because they’re 20+ and I’m in my teweties#or because the Rasey content in this movie is the best canon rasey rep we have BUT I had to draw them#April definitely knows what’s up with these two but she’s not going to tell anyone#and I love what they have lmao#this was a play with lighting exorcise and I found some great music to listen to while I did it and i I#I just wish I had the energy and time to draw more of these guys fully rendered#this is meant to be when they first meet up for the night#you can decide who’s saying what and weather ralhs lifting the mask up or about to pull it down#oh oh also shout out to Helen who is a lovely catholic lady who saw me do this in public and was very supportive and understanding#also listen I know this is like the other 2007 one I did back in March but idc#there just isn’t enough of these guys I want them to f*ck on roof tops and fire escapes#and ride motorcycles obnoxiously out in public and beat people up in the most sadistic way possible#I want them to drink on Aprils couch together#I want them to offload their mental health issues to eachother in supportive healthy ways#I want them to do it in unhealthy ways where Casey shouts at ralh for making him think he was bedridden for 2 years#I want the#to talk about boring adult things and rediscover silly things they did as teens#idk i hate how aprils main role in the film is trying tk change whk casey is thats not a healthy relationship dont romanticise it
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I made two new friends! The one on the left is a goblin and the one on the right is a Cthulhu I made for my father! you can’t see very well but he has wings on the back! The goblin sits on his own and I love them both!
#I’ve been crocheting so much while recovering from surgery#not pictured is a crop top hood I made myself that turned out wonky so no pictures haha#and an inprogress basil from omori! my friend bought me the pattern and I can’t wait to finish and show you all!#and a sunflower jacket I’m making for my moms birthday#so much crochet. all the time. hehe#and fear not tag readers! I am fine and just resting!#hehe I don’t know if anyone will read all these tags but thank you everyone who likes my crochet posts!!!#it makes me ridiculously happy seeing such talented people be nice to my silly craft creations haha!#my art!#I speak!
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Roommate just started wordlessly angrily and repeatedly yelling in the hallway so I guess we have moved onto the “I feel physically unsafe” part of the roommate nightmare month
#I guess it could have been his friend but who knows#time to learn how to pee in bottles or something so I don’t have to go into the bathroom#the friend is staying until the end of the month on our couch however she is nice and says she’s going to help him pack#so she’s great in my book#my roommate said she was in psychosis which is why she was in the hospital for a few weeks#but like. in a danger to herself way which the vast majority of people in psychosis are#…I’m not going to lie you guys this sucks#I’m scared and I have so much cleaning up after him to do#and I have to do it all myself and I know it’s going to make my back hurt so much more#at least my door has a deadbolt#personal#oh also I bought a mattress bag for him and one for the couch. he didn’t thank me.
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i got tickets for starset in huntington in september WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
#i really really love that starset comes to the nyc metro area and they DO NOT actually perform IN nyc#it's LOVELY#like who the fuck comes to LONG ISLAND ?!?!?! NO ONE ELSE#BUT THANK YOU SO MUCH STARSET I LOVE YOU FOR IT#fucking HUNTGINTON is so much better than brooklyn or god forbid manhattan#i bit the bullet bought 2 tickets and i will fucking find someone to go with me so help me god#even if i have to drag a friend who doesnt even listen to starset with me#brot posts#music#IM SO EXCITEDDDDDD IM GONNA SEE THEM LIVEEEEEEEEEEE
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see, if it wasn't for the fact i'm saving up money for a mall trip later this month, i'd be psychologically torturing my friends by paying them to draw them together for me. 😈
(yaji is yakou's younger, not as hot, baseball-loving brother ok)
#i make my friends say “comm from anon” even tho it was me who bought art and will scream to them “OMG THANK YOU AAA—”#someday not today sighs
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THE GRAND POLLS SHOWDOWN OF WONDERCON 2023
Had a blast from tabling at my first Wondercon with some friends, and we did a poll each day to see people’s fave character. The final showdown win between Venti and Wanderer was made possible by all of the Scaramouche/Wanderer cosplayers who came by repeatedly to illegally add votes check on the polls lol. The bottom two doodles were the freebie stickies given out at the con as thanks to the attendees for doing their civic duty. XD
#wondercon 2023#venti#wanderer#scaramouche#Genshin#doodles#people on the first day: man I wanna see xiao where is xiao on the polls :c#people on the second day: doesn't vote for xiao on the polls lolololol#venti is a REALLY popular character and I think that is swell#the amount of no love for childe though was staggering lol#shoutout to that one camp halfblood cosplayer who came into MY HOUSE AND DISRESPECTED CHILDE RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME#and then proceeds to roast me and my friends at the table lolololol#it was in good fun tho and I appreciated that XD#but also shoutout to the one tartaglia cosplayer who made my day ;3;#also the cutest yae miko who doesn't like childe but still bought my book ;3333;#actually everyone who bought my book I love#thank you it was so much fun aaaaaaaaa
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i simply feel that if you burn shit in your roommate’s skillet you should then feel the obligation to be the one who scrapes it out and cleans up
#sometimes i think about the fact that i’m literally the only person who’s cleaned the kitchen in this place for the entire year and a half#i’ve lived here and i get. a little pissed off#i’ve tried being polite and bringing up the problem without explicitly pointing fingers by leaving cleaning products (which i bought)#out on the counters and sending a text in the group chat like ‘hey! 😊 i got these wipes for us! i think that all of us could#use these a little more often so that the kitchen doesn’t get so gross!’ but it seems that everyone either has no sense of shame or just#genuinely doesn’t mind living in filth for the periods between the marathon cleaning sessions i do every few weekends when i have the time#one of the guys who lives downstairs will just walk right by me cleaning up on his way to the fridge and pretend he can’t see me#which is still better than the other one (the one who just burned shit in my skillet) who once saw me cleaning and asked if he could help#and when i got all pleased and asked if he could maybe take the trash out for me while i was cleaning counters (a small and simple task!#when he’d literally asked me if there was anything he could do!) he visibly deflated. said ‘well i’m not really around here much [so it’s#not my trash in there etc.]’ and wandered off. without doing anything#like. HELLO???? you could have just been like the other guy and pretended you didn’t see me doing all the work if this was how you were#going to be about it#but i guess he wanted to feel good about himself having offered/expected me to just say ‘oh no thanks i love being your housekeeper 😊’#tbh i really need to be more assertive and be like ‘hey guys i’m sick of this’ and maybe. bring up the Sexism of it all. because.#you know. the whole situation feels pretty gendered#was complaining about all this to an irl friend the other day and she said i should start a chore chart but i don’t want to be responsible#for maintaining the chore chart either! take on the mental load of managing the housework and also turning into Resident Bitch for asking#men to do things for me. you know. there is simply no way out here#there is another woman who lives here as well but unfortunately i don’t think she’ll be much help in forcing the issue because. she doesn’t#clean shit either!#actually in the days since she moved in the shower drain in our bathroom has become horrendously clogged which. well. i mean not to point#fingers but one of us has got about two inches of hair and the other has got a foot and a half. so#i also simply feel that if you clog a drain you should be the one to unclog it but i’ll probably do that as well#sorry for the massive tag rant by the way i really shouldn’t make myself out to be some kind of martyr because i’m not particularly neat#myself but…. ooooh god if the bar isn’t all the way down in hell#anyway i just did a whole bunch of dishes but i left that one skillet to soak passive-aggressively overnight#i don’t think the aggression will come across though because i think he genuinely won’t even pay attention to the fact that it’s still#dirty and i’ll end up being the one to clean it tomorrow#caseyposting
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it's funny that now that i don't really have much about my body to be dysphoric about my brain makes up psychological dysphoria and it's so dumb
#''oohh only people who are attracted to men but are slightly scared of what they deem real men (not you) will be attracted to you''#''or those people AND chasers AND ppl who just see you as a curiosity to test out''#like how do i even unpack the bs my brain is throwing at me#yeah maybe some part of me believes that but the logical part of me knows it's not true#i think what's causing this is that i'm still kinda new at being stealth while passing#like yeah ive been going as leevi for the entire duration of uni and living as a man but passing regularly started happening to me after#i started t#now i only get misgendered the same amount as cis men with shoulder length hair#so like. it's happened once after starting t lmao#i think what's causing this (the psychological warfare from my brain) is the combination of stress#and me actually becoming friends with a co worker i'm not out to#listen ive been trying to hint at being trans but he was born a guy and lives as a guy so hes not very tuned out on this stuff#though his partner is nb and ive met them and they think i'm cis too which i think is hilarious bc i feel like#i'm v easy to clock for trans ppl#though idk im fagging it up quite a bit so it makes me pass extra well so#anyways#im a bit conflicted about the situation#im not going to outright tell him i think but i'm not going to hide it if it comes up#which i know i dont have to do but i want to#we'll probably go swimming together this summer so if that doesnt make him realize it hes a lost case and i dont#need to worry about it lmaoo#also i bought shorts that arent sport shorts and they looked normal on me so im literally unstoppable#but yea thank u for listening to me i just needed to ramble#leevi talks
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IT'S TURTLE DAY!!!
#I'm soooooo normal about them#<- lying liar who lies#IT'S TODAY#MY BOYS HAVE A MOVIE TODAY!!!!!!!!#I'M SEEING IT TOMORROW BUT TODAY IS THEIR D A Y#AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA#This is basically a holiday for me I hope you know#Fun fact I bought the video game just because my friend said it had stickers#Thanks Berri <33333#I'll go back to the regularly scheduled sticker program later but I need to be insane for a minute. Thank you.#stickers#sticker collection#Fandom posting on my sticker blog#Tmnt#tmnt shredder's revenge#teenage mutant ninja turtles#bunny's favorites#cool#Gnash hdunsusnuzsgwbys THEM#Also I really wanna play this game it looks so freaking cute 😭😭😭😭😭#Good thing I bought it. For the stickers.
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HE HAS THE HAT
#nika perseis#THANK YOU FRIEND WHO BOUGHT ME THIS HAT. I AM NOW A HAPPY NERO#HE NEEDED THIS HAT HE IS NOTHING WITHOUT HIS TRUSTY HAT
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